Ewan ko ba pero sa tuwing nasa mahabang biyahe ako, dun ako nakakaisip ng mga random thoughts and ideas about life and love. Sa jeep ako nakakabuo ng mga meaningful thoughts na masarap gawan ng istorya. Sana minsan makapag sulat ako sa jeep at matapos ko yun dun. Haha wala lang. =))

So ayun, balik tayo dun sa title.

“If you truly love someone, don’t let go, fight for it! Di mo makukuha kung ano talagang gusto mo kung let go ka ng let go.”

Totoo naman di ba? Ewan ko din kung bakit pero di talaga ako agree dun sa sinasabi nilang “If you love him, let him go.” HA? Eh love mo nga di ba, bat mo papakawalan? Kaya mo nga siya mahal kasi gusto mo siyang makasama, kaya mo siya mahal kasi gusto mo siyang maging sayo. Maling excuse yung let him go, let him go na yan. Maling mali.

Kung mahal mo talaga ang isang tao, learn to fight for it. Fight for your feelings, fight for your love, fight for him/her. Duwag ang mga taong hinahayaan na lang mawala ang taong alam nilang magpapasaya sa kanila. Duwag ang tawag sa taong pinapakawalan ang taong alam nilang kukumpleto sa pagkatao nila.

You only need to let go only if you know you already did everything yet he/she did nothing. Pakawalan mo na kung sa tingin mo lahat na ng paraan ginawa mo na pero siya, binalewala niya lang. Pag alam mong di ka nagkulang at alam mong sapat na ang lahat pero wala pa din, then let go. Hindi mo deserve ang isang taong di marunong mag appreciate ng mga bagay na ginagawa mo sa kanya, from the smallest risks to the big ones. Sayang lang ang panahon mo kung siya mismo, di naman niya makita lahat ng pinaghihirapan mo.

Let go if you know you already did your part, at least you’ve got no regrets in the end.

But if you know you’re both trying so hard to make it work, then go on. FIGHT FOR IT.

1 - Introduce yourself
2 - Your first love
3 - Your parents
4 - Your day
5 - Love
6 - Your best friend
7 - A happy moment
8 - A sad moment
9 - Your beliefs
10 - What you wore today
11 - Your siblings
12 - What’s in your bag
13 - This week
14 - What makes you laugh
15 - Your first kiss
16 - Your dreams
17 - Your favorite birthday
18 - Your favorite memory
19 - Your favorite place
20 - Something you regret
21 - Something that upsets you
22 - Something that makes you feel better
23 - Something that makes you cry
24 - Something that you miss
25 - Your lover
26 - Most painful breakup
27 - Second chance
28 - Your fears
29 - Your aspirations
30 - One last moment

Day 1 starts today. Yesyesyo! :D

Good morning, Saturday! :)

• He has a wandering eye for all the other women in the room.
• He keeps looking over your shoulder at the television at the bar.
• He never asks you about yourself and your career.
• He talks ill of his exes —- all of them.
• He complains of the prices on the menu and cannot see value in nice things (e.g., five-star restaurants or designer clothing)
• He thinks you’re just too fancy.
• He pushes you to give him your home number when you’re reluctant.
• He doesn’t open the doors for you and doesn’t say thank you when you do for him.
• He doesn’t walk you to your car or ensure you get safely into cab or bus.
• He keeps asking for details about your past relationships on the first date.
• He tells you about his stomach ailments or other infirmities.
• He hasn’t made you laugh, not even once.

from The Fabulous Girl’s Guide to Decorum.

• Woke 9:30am. Yes, gising batugan. BAD. Tss :/
• Review my report for my Filipino Journalism class.
• Lunch. Seafooooodsss! YUM! :D
• 3pm class.
•  ”Ang Bagong Tiktik” tabloid.
• My professor told me to read this random advice column to the class. I don’t know why and I can’t understand myself why those tears fell down on my eyes. MIXED EMOTIONS. I wanna laugh so hard but then those stupid tears showed up. Weirdo, yes I know.
• After class, we decided to go to UP Diliman to try their famous isawan as well as to try Moonleaf.
• It was so traffic so we ended up having our dinner at Buddy’s Timog Ave.
• BUSOOOOG. Fun!
• Blue polo. Ukay. YAY! :D

Such a fun way to start the school week! Looking forward for more fuuuuun! Babush!

So today, I’ve decided to update this blog/s with all the realizations or thoughts that I’ve learned from my everyday journey in this world.

I should update this always, as much as possible. And so that as I look back, I could proudly say to myself that I’ve learned a lot. I mean, a lot indeed.